Wednesday, July 23, 2008

man.. what the fuck kinda weed was that..

this past weekend, trey and his frat bruhs had a BBQ in oakland. he had invited me so i rolled thru with a couple of my girls. tell me why the muthafucka from my last blog was at the BBQ, too?!! i mean.. what the fuck! damn, yo.. does this fool need to be up at every single goddamn BBQ in the bay?!! seriously, i think he just follows his nose and shows up to eat! i'm still amazed he can know so many college-educated people, many of which he claims he is tight with, yet he is so dumb himself. and of course, dude seen me at the BBQ and first thing he said to me was, "aye, ma.. didn't i tell you i'd find ya?" oh, LORD.. here comes the crazy. i was just like, yeah, whatever.. please get up outta my face. then he went on to tell me how hurt he is that i don't return his phone calls, or texts, and how i'm hella cold and insensitive to his feelings.. blah blah muthafuckin' BLAH. forreals?!! DUDE IS SUCH A WOMAN!!! i don't give a damn about your feelings, man.. SHIT! he really just does not get it. thank god he had to leave the BBQ early for whatever reason.. but 30 minutes after he left, he was already blowin' up my phone again and sent me a text saying "even tho you mean as hell for ignoring me, you still looked beautiful, ma. and i like it!" uhhh.. moving on.

quick background info on trey for those of ya'll who don't already know the story. he and i were in this trainwreck of a relationship about 4-5 years ago. damn, has it been that long? yup.. junior/senior years of college. anyway.. it was a mess.. and we just started talking on the regular again maybe in late 2007? we started kickin' it again a couple months ago. a lot has changed with us.. we can actually be in the same room together for more than 10 minutes without fighting. PROGRESS! haha. but forreals, a lot can change in 4-5 years.. we've both been in other relationships, we've both graduated from college, and we both grew the fuck up. he is still the one guy who can still give me butterflies after all this time, and after all the shit we been thru with each other. so after the BBQ, my girls and i went back to one of his frat bruh's house with him to help clean up. we finished up some drank and then smoked [and since i've been outta school, my tolerance has gone to SHIT and i haven't smoked in a year] and watched step it up 2. afterwards, trey and i went back to his place and just talked. he told me about his recent trip to atlanta and then we talked about ryan.. and after talking to trey about it, i think it just re-affirmed to myself that i made the right decision. i realized i definitely was not in love with ryan.. i love him, that's real.. but wasn't in love. trey definitely helped me realize that. how funny. anyway, i did end up spending the night at his place.. and man, i dunno what the fuck it was, if it was the weed or what we did.. but i woke up feeling like everything was clear as hell to me and feeling more confused than ever.. all at the same time. sorry, kat, i know you're probably shaking your head in disappointment at me right now :( haha.

yeah, i definitely need to focus on new players on my roster.. but i can't help but recycle my MVP.. siiigh.

26 comments:

T. Michelle Theus said...

Dammmmmmmn girl...I remember you talking about Trey. I didn't know you still spoke to him, though. Life is crazy like that...I can't even point the finger at you cuz I'm sure we've all recycled our MVP's once or twice. *hangs head in shame* lol

You're smart, though; I'm sure you will figure out what it is that you want. Just keep your eyes open, girlie...and watch what you smoke cuz that dumb BBQ dude might catch you slippin one day! LOL j/k

Torrance Stephens - All-Mi-T said...

yea folk
u dont need to smoke with me then LOL

One Eighteen said...

haha @ the thirsty nigga. he prolly had to leave cuz you wasnt givin him any play lol so he had to turn to plan b. you said you hadn't smoked in a year right? so you musta forgot how good sex is after you smoke lol that would explain why you were clear AND confused the next morning. weed is known to give little hangovers when you smoke and you havent been smokin in a while. but the hangovers are more like confusion than headaches.

about my post:
yup you NEVA lie. i seen 10 Things I Hate About You!!! i never realized that was him though lol you're so right. you know what, heath played the Joker so well in this movie, almost like he knew that this role is what he was gonna be remembered for. crazy.

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Melody.Darlene said...

"i definitely need to focus on new players on my roster.. but i can't help but recycle my MVP"

omg i LOOOOVE that line!! i knoooow that feeling!! there's always that ONE person who does it everytime... who gets u like that everytime... who manages to give you butterflies everytime!!

as for Thirsty McThirsterson... goodness! it does NOT surprise me that u saw him at another BBQ. the bay is a big place, but why does everyone know everyone!! lolol!

FlyyGurl said...

now well know recyclin em ISNT the greatest...shit that sometimes makes you either forget or be forced to reiterate all over again what was wrong with their ass in the first place! lol btw....though following your nose isnt a good look, its a habit ive turned into an art form....LMAO!

The Black Kat said...

You know I was SHAKING MY HEAD!! Not disappointed that you took advice from the double ex regarding the ex. Or the fact that you got high & got your back blown out. lmao! But... more so at the fact that I'm going to have to fight my lil' sis over a dayum phone call! NO MA'AM!!!

Yes... I like me some Ryan. Lawd knows I wanted to whoop up on Trey back in the day. But... I do realize that people do grow & the heart doesn't always feel what you want it to feel. I can respect sticking to the dick you already know. TRUST... I've been there. =o) And I'm definitely not opposed to Trey being on the squad. I'm for anyone who's treating you like the queen you are. (But then again... that was Ryan & you let him go! Grrr... *sigh*) Nah... anyone who STILL gives you butterflies has some sort of affect on you. Maybe you two needed things to fall apart back then so you could come together in a much stronger capacity. =o) Add him to the team... but only on the practice squad for now. lmao!

arychtexas said...

standing ovation hot post.you better call the people on stalker dude but atleast he gave you a compliment.....but when you gonna choose one dude? Sometimes its like that figuring out you not "in-love" with someone but hot post....

Academic Butterfly said...

TREY?!!! WOW... that was definitely a blast from your past lol. Smoking is the devil lol.

The Black Kat said...

Um... I don't have your #, Trick! Trust... I'd have long been called, if that was the case. I got a new phone. Email it.

IntrospectiveGoddess said...

I got an MVP too, dont think we will be getting back in touch at all but I dont have a roster anyway so who knows...and uh block the stalker

Urbane_Diva724 said...

Wow Trey...sooooo Old School!! Damn is had been 4-5 years. So you had...weed and sex w/ the "love" of your life. Hmmm sounds like a goodnight to me... Shyt at least you gettin some. My ass has been celibate for 8 months now...I don't even know if it's by choice or not anymore. *Sigh*

So, you getting advice about your ex from the ex ex? LOL! I feel you on the confusted part. I'm feeling that right now.

n0days0ff said...

damn it sounds like you smoked some ooh wee by accident.i hate people that cant take hints with their thirsty asses

dessex said...

I don't smoke....anymore, however when I did that shit use to give me a clear mind.

Now you know the town is small...people run into each other everywhere

Miss Foxxy said...

@ t. michelle - actually we recently started talking again on the regular.. before that, it was very sporadic. yeah.. life is crazy.. things have a funny way of working out!

@ torrance - lol i'll trust you on that!

@ 118 - i must have forgotten! i used to smoke a lot more [on the regular!] back in college.. i think since i graduated, i can count the number of times i've smoked on one hand. i'm really a grandma now, haha.

@ mel - TELL ME ABOUT IT! esp w/ black folks.. everybody knows everybody! or at least you'll know someone who knows someone, haha.

@ flyygurl - i know.. i'm waiting for him to piss me off so i can be like "so THAT'S why we never worked out in the first place!" lmao..

@ kat - do you even got the same # anymore? lemme know, cuz i think i may still have your old one, haha. and i know you're ryan's biggest fan.. SORRY, i knew if you were here you'd probably slap me upside the head by now, haha. and good advice on adding trey to the practice squad.. LMAO.. but still a part of me thinks we could never be.. haha. it's gotta be a matter of time before we start getting on each other's nerves again! lol.

@ arychtexas - thx hun! and do i have to pick one guy already? i love the single life.. i haven't enjoyed it enough yet! haha.

@ academic butterfly - where the fuck you been at?!! girl, i'mma need you to update or something! and yes, weed is the devil.. haha that's why i don't do it much anymore! i swear!

@ introspectivegoddess - you know.. i have no idea how to block #'s on my phone.. so in the meantime, i am screening the hell outta his calls!

@ urbane diva - LMAO you are too much, cuz! i need you to update me on your shit, too!

@ n0days0ff - haha.. yeah really.. this fool just does not get it! dumb and pathetic is NOT a good look!

@ dessex - lol i don't smoke.. much.. anymore either. you right about the town being small.. everybody knows everybody! sigh.

One Eighteen said...

yea i JUST started smoking again with one of my brothers but i hadn't smoked since last semester was over. and before THAT i hadn't ever smoked.

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THE PRINCESS "CC" said...

Wow...he still wants you...isn't that a great feeling.

After all that time still got his nose wide open...poor baby.

The Black Kat said...

Yup... same #.

The Black Kat said...

Um... homie, it's time for a NEW post. =o)

allienicole said...

recycling mvps! lol. every chicks downfall.
and LMAO @ the BBQ dude! i know someone juuuuuuuuuust like him - annoying as HELL! i'm really a nice person but he has aggravated me so much at this point when i see him approaching me i just yell "NO!" at him lol. sad, but true.

Marcus said...

Weed is a helluva drug! lol I'm all caught up now! :-)Damn I missed out on everything. I was like "when the fukk TREY come back? lololol" Where the hell have I been?

still a smartazz said...

damn that nigga still in the picture? ha marry that nigga already

The Love Collective said...

Trey from Pharcyde?

Love the blog. Just showing some love.
http://boughettonews.blogspot.com/

The Black Kat said...

Um... this shit is NOT acceptable! If I click on your page ONE MORE DAYUM TIME and see this same blog up... a SERIOUS internet beatdown is coming your way. Cause you cussed me out a good 4 times about my *ish.

Get with it!

The Black Kat said...

And I mean by TONIGHT!

I need something to read tomorrow at work!

One Eighteen said...

you need to update lol

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LD said...

trey....oh no aki....not again...LOL.

becareful mama...

-LD